So, I can't pretend that this week's .6 pound weight loss was a huge shocker. I did keep my average calories where they need to be, drank more water than normal, and most importantly had five vigorous workouts. BUT....the foods I ate were not healthy. Last week I included some of my old comfort foods like Doritos, Snickers, sweet drinks, lots more carbs,etc. For some meals, I would skip a healthy meal and just eat my calories in junk food. I know from past experience, that I can't justify eating unhealthy foods just because I am exercising. Now I know that I can't replace good calories with bad calories (even if I am staying in my daily calorie range).
This past weekend was not good either. I hit a wall physically and mentally; not so much because of food...more like one of my "emotional basketcase" weekends. It was totally a time that I needed the ability to crawl in my cave (my bedroom) with a good book, good movies, the remote, and just have some alone time. But, alas..that is not the way of the mom/wife world....had to go with the flow...and the flow was clogged up by a few disappointments. At some point, I wish God would help me shrug my shoulders more often at things that hurt my feelings...rather than internalizing the hurt in such a way that causes me to feel those feelings so intensely.
So, today (unlike Sunday when I had cake, icecream, Cracker Barrel, no bakes, etc) I had a good healthy day....my regular Carnation breakfast, Digiorno 200 cal pizz/orange for lunch, and a healthy well-rounded supper. William grilled steaks, potatoes, steamed broccoli, and made a salad. I love this man (even though he lies about reading my blog....jack leg).
Monday, February 1, 2010
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Heather,
ReplyDeleteLife sucks sometimes don't it....I wish I could give you a big hug and a blankey to snuggle in for a while....I know how you feel about the comfort food....it is the bomb...but a reverse one. Stay on track...you are doing great.! I wish I could still work out that hard....Go Girlfriend!